Sorry I’ve been quiet… a LOT has been preoccupying my mind in the past few weeks. I have such a big story to tell that I desperately need to share because it has put my family and I through such awful anxiety (and risk) .. I feel I can’t keep quiet about it much longer. Life isn’t black and white- it’s bloody grey too and that is where we fall. We are NOT a number, we are a family..

I’m not sure how we will get through, I’ve got to the stage now where I’m crumbling and am finding it hard to be the strong one anymore with the new added pressures imposed on us by current restrictions in the country I have so fondly called home for the past 8 years,  where ALL our friends and life has been, everywhere we turn there is no help, I’m doing my best. We are still in limbo…

I’m putting my house up for sale ASAP and having to sell it for 50k under market value just to try and sell it quickly before we are conveniently discarded…

I’m tearful, I’m angry, I’m worried, I’m scared and I’m so very, very tired..

Please forgive my rant but I need to vent… all we ever wanted was to work hard, support our community and help others…