I’ve taken a huge leap of faith. It could all go horribly wrong, but it could all go wonderfully right. All I know is that I have to take a chance on me….and believe.
I’ve handed in my notice at work, and from January 1st, 2026, I am without a job, without an income, but taking a chance on my dream to write and photograph a series of WW2 Recipe Books.
Honestly, I’m scared, but I know I have to take that chance or I will always live with regret.
This past year, I have become physically and mentally exhausted. With extra responsibilities at work and home, and my increasing age, I simply have had no energy and no time after my workday to pursue my passions. It has felt like writing a book and publishing it has become a pipedream…
And then this happened; In just 8 weeks, 500 of you have joined my waitlist for the book. That could be 1,000 by the time the book launches. While I realise that only a percentage will go on to purchase, that amazing support from you tipped the scale enough for me to believe that I could “actually do this.”
Click here for wait list >>> https://the1940sexperiment.com/ration-book-recipes-new-book/
I want to blog more, be more present in our groups, pages and communities, create more recipes, film more YouTube videos, get my passion back for the rationing lifestyle and living history.
This past year I have saved so very hard into a rainy day fund, enough to give me a few months support without a day job and enough to print 500 books. I know this sounds precarious, almost cliff edge, but I start my 60th year in January and I absolutely can’t let this pass without reaching for my dreams.
I’ve tried so hard to build those dreams outside of work but in a regular day, my only free time is one singular hour (and I don’t watch TV) and when that hour starts (8pm), I’m so, so sleepy and inevitably falling asleep by 9pm. I’ve even tried waking up at 4:30 am to move my book forward, but after a few days I’m done. It isn’t sustainable.
It’s been a really tough, emotional and tiring few weeks. First of all working for the past 5.5 years with such an amazing team at work and a promotion to “Marketing Manager” and participating in the “Rising Stars” program, for once in my life gave me some self-worth (I have huge imposter syndrome) and has been amazing. Having to give that all up as well as the first time in my life receiving a salary I was truly happy with, has been incredibly hard.
Am I going through a late mid-life crisis? I did ask myself that over and over but NO. Every cell in my body is screaming at me to be brave, to give my dreams a chance, to work hard for what I truly want.
So, January 1st I start the new year with 3 months safety net in the bank and a dream. A BIG dream. But NOT an impossible dream. I just have to give it my all to make it happen.
Thank you for being part of it.
C xxxx
PS: Video this weekend!







