I will remember today as a significant one..

October 16, 2009 was the day I cast aside THE BIGGEST BLACK PANTS (the ones that have been falling down) I have ever worn in my life and put on a slightly smaller pair of BIG BLACK PANTS…. I wanted to stamp on the pants to within an inch of it’s life and then cut it up for cleaning rags but decided instead that I would always keep these big black pants as a reminder just how BIG my bottom was (it still is actually but just not quite as big!)

Above all, when I have lost 100 lb I want to be in one of those photographs where the person fits inside just one leg of the pants and if I assassinated my pants there would be no doing this in 9 months time.

So the BIGGEST BLACK PANTS OF ALL have been folded, placed in a bag and labelled BIGGEST BLACK PANTS Oct 16, 2009 and placed in the closet.

In 9 months time we will say hello again and hopefully we’ll have a photograph taken together.

C xx